I wanted to do a poem a day but I forgot so Im making it up:
1. Ask Me
If you ask me how I feel, I'll lie about it. I can give you advice, but I'm a hypocrite because I fail to follow my own. I have good intentions, but they always turn out bad. I can be there for a friend, but don't leave me when I need one in return. I don't anyone, but I believe in the goodness of others. Don't compare me with my past self, Im always changing. When I can set aside my pride to apologize, I sincerely mean it If you don't believe me well thats you.I can say a whole lot of thing on how I wish i was, or If only, but it doesnt change what has already happened. all i do do is learn and look ahead cause I can already see more road blocks ahead.
2. Love poem
They say a women's life is love. Au contaire.
the idea of it is completely mind boggling.
how does love feel,
pour moi, it feels painful
how does love taste,
pour moi, it tastes of bitterness
how does love act,
pout moi, it act as an oppressor
how does love smell,
pour moi, it smells of decay
how to love look,
pour moi, it looks of death
I dont believe in love.
Not even the idea of it.
3.-Words
Ask me about my childhood.
It wasnt as lovely as some, but yet better than others.
The sticks and stones that
could break my bones
didnt
It was the words that hurt me more.
They held more power over me than
anyone ever could.
like little specks of dirt on the ground
they were always there.
and once they had been said you cant take them back.
they saw God made dirt and dirt dont hurt
but
If i die God knows why
4. Black-Heart-Hole
I lead you towards your demise.
Without thought
I speak of your taste.
without thought
I show a glimpse of my soul.
without thought
I suck you into my black hole.
Without thought.
I watch you escape, while remain behind.
Without thought.
I am engulfed my my mind.
5. A tribe on quest
Classics
I listen to classic
Because they are
clean and pure
and unadulterated
they are not polluted
unlike or current society
they have an aura of mystery
in their lyric
and temptation in their beat
its all left unsaid
but the mind
my mind admires
listens to the classic
classics
6.
To my unborn daughter
you have no father but a sperm donor
but you my unborn daughter
you are more than a fertilized egg
you are life
To my unborn daughter
you have no name
but you have a destiny to be fulfilled
by giving you a name i would be
determining it for you
i choose not to
you determine you own destiny
you find your own name
To my unborn daughter
stand proud, stand tall
when words remain unspoken
you remain a prisoner
to your own thoughts
To my unborn daughter
do not believe anything you hear
and half of what you see
the world was built upon lies
and deceit find the truth for yourself
To my unborn daughter
7. Fante
Je suis Maame.
i call myself
araba maame.
lady mother