Blah-SpaK

im going to francis lewis prom.
ill buy my dress when i get to NY.
but as for MCK snd CHS
i dont even know if i really wanna go.
ill go with my friends, but ugh
i dont have time to be stressin about that stuff.
golly gee gosh nerd.
decisions*

i guess ill go back to class now and fail
my french test. I doubt ill get that AP credit but
who gives a FUdge.
I dont.
ill just watch Tin-Tin or Spirou then!

french cartoons are mad funny.

ShIRt

Ive been tryin to buy this shirt for a good ass while
but everytime i go on the website its sold out
pisses me off. but i think ill just have to wait
until its not or buy a different shirt.

Everybodies doing it

soooooooooo
its been a awhile since i posted....
but my laptop has a virsus
im so pissed...
cause im stuck on a desktop with no mobility.
brothers are a bitch

but my father is coming in tow this weekend
Yay i guess...
i got act too, hopefully this will be the last time i ever have to
take it.

so in Class today we were talking about political parties
so me and my guy friends made our own.
LAO now this is a gangsta ass party. imma
try to put it in graphics so if you want you can see the
gangsta ass thing about it. but the slogan is
" everybodies doing it"
the thing is i cant but since im in a group with guys
theyre the majority.

so i was just crusing through the share drive and
we have AUDACITY! i cant believe it, but hey it is
in the creativity section.

but yeah back on LAO
were gonna make Tshirts. they gonna be dope
when there done ill post it up, buy one!
itll make me happy

UNCF

motto-
" A mind is a terrible thing to waste"

"so your Dr. mensah's daughter"
- Yeah
"well do you think you can-"
- No
"why not"
- I don't care.
_end scene

Southern University is full of interesting people

RITS

School is whack
Gotta finish like 3
books by tomorrow for 1 class.

i extremely dislike English.

Mamee

the only person i know
who acts an ass the week of prom is
....
me!
its weird though i dont really wanna go that much
its so freakin early. then its like i gotta get like 3 dresses and
i dont like shopping that much for stuff like that.
so yeah i think i just wont go. but.... Francis lewis Prom
is happening that same weekend im going to va so
ill ride the train up to new york and go. Itll probaly
take like a hour but i think its gonna be worth it.
then after i get back from spring break its MCK prom
and im still questioning going to that.

I listened to
2Mph finally.
i like it. i like it a lot.

You only do it for the fans, ya mean

Hella Funny

Randomization

Spencer looked a little like CuDi today
and i broke his keys so he wanted to flash out
lol

i made a cake that came out weird looking but
i bet somebody is still gonna eat it
(frazier)

someone told me threesomes are fun
and i said so is getting shot 9 times

Yellow Made me piss ass backwards heated
i wanted to castrate him
but he thinks sorry will make me feel better

i dont find DG or Purple attractive:
DG has too much facial hair; Purple is emo & scary

im going to try to get a job at rukus
cause i admire skateboarders

nick said ERIC RANDALL is far from a Douche Bag
Hes the whole pussy

Devin is not catholic but is giving up drinking for lent
cause he likes the principal of the practice

nobody knows if obie is having sex
cause its a dont ask dont tell policy with him
-says the guys of timbuktu quiz bowl

Tayla came to town
and thank goodness rob didnt know

lady in the blue dress
Senses fail

funny things happen behind closed doors that are open

so at quiz bowl....
*sigh
well so 2 dudes decided to follow
2 girls into the women's bathroom
and the 2 dudes even had a look out!
and this is called GANG RAPE
(Says Mr. Paul the COP)
it was mad funny to me since i
was one of the 2 girls but then
its like they kept on saying
since were around family and friends we do things around
them we would do other places
Well shit yeah we know how to act in public.

but think about
if of the 2 girls one is me the other ka
why would Ka boyfriend be the look out. then
of the 2 dudes Y would i be trying to fuck Robert
hes practically my brother! think about it

then he wanted to say some shit like
yall are niggas you gotta think white.
wtf we are at southern theres no need to think white.
1. ill be damned if i ever do anything with Robert
2. if i was why would i bring my friend with me
3. why would we leave the door open
think about it and make some sense please.

1st African Colony to gain Independence

even bush went to Ghana

So this summer during TIMBUKTU
they had a guest speaker
his parents were from ghana
so i was like hey im ghanaian too
so everybody was like no your not
your just tryin to get at that dude

but my cowboy friend kelvin
whom i just happen to be speakin to now
remembered!

Hella big ups to him.
so many people dont even give africa a chance.
its like once you say the word they just think of
naked people and click clack lanugage.
i really respect the hell outta kelvin
cause its not just that he remembered my heritage
hes tryin to learn twi and fanti( 2 of ghana's dialects)
and actually get involved.
if only more people tried to do this.

i wish words could describe the feelings
i have right now.
i feel so freakin moved right now.

Kelvin=HELLA Dope KID
(& i rarely ever say anyone is a dope kid)

Drink Sprite

now this is hella funny

USe a Trojan every time

if you only knew how much i luv this kidd

Changes

The song, which was produced by Salaam Remi, contains a sample of “If Loving You Is Wrong, I Don’t Want To Be Right” by Ramsey Lewis, and its chorus is based on “Ooh La La La” by Teena Marie. But thats beside the point lauryn hill has changed big time.

mad funny

charles hamilton

loser video comes out tomorrow
im going to watch it...
big ups
FREDRICK DOUGLAS ACADEMY

my momma said i could decide if i
wanted to go to that boarding school or not
she said pray about it
but ive already made my decision
im not.

im going to Columbia in the summer
if they accept my application
im excited.

bananas on boards

i thinki might buy another skate board
but idk the last one i had died
but i barely used it and could barely skate
im kinda better now
but ive been using my friends board
so i think its time to head to rukus
maybe ill go by that skate shop in the mall
too and get my board pimped put...
maybe....

clarity

i just woke up....
i think ive beeen sleep for about four good hours
pratice today was ass poo
like forreal
you wouldnt even be able to tell that were going to district tomorrow
hopefully by the time we play well sound good

so...

my indian friend rajas
got that new shuffle
its mad fun to use
and the voice that talks to you
is pretty cool too...
i would get one but
4 gigs isnt enough for me

on another note...
i got a party to go to on saturday
and i need an escort....

it aint real

my top lip got smaller
i dont know why but it is
i dont like it
i want it to be full again

ugh...stupid addictive carmex
burts bees wax is so much better
and it taste good

going to VA for easter
cause my dad wants to spend time with us
then St. louis for spring break
yay for me i guess

today i found out one of my friends had
her baby. im happy for her but
her life is pretty much screwed now
and then one of my other friends is pregnant
so yeah i dont really believe in abortion but
i told her next time she goes to
her gyn she should ask for RU (abortion pill)
she and her beau were gonna get married but
still its early and shes tryin to go to med school
& her bf dosent even know how to make grocery
netherless take care of a baby.

so i ask:
do you think i gave her good
advice about taking that pill?

ive been waiting for this

so today...

im not even gonna lie today at quiz bowl
i was on my shit.
i started off a little whack but then again
rob was the one reseting. but after i got ova him bein a ass
i was rollin. devin didnt answer much cause
he was answering questions so i wasnt really competing with him.
so far a pretty cool group is going:
me, devin, rob, spencer, ka, obie, nick, khristia, justin, kevin P,
ashton. only person from the crew missin is sabrina but...
the sucky thing is that i think obies mom is coming so that means no
late night excursions.

district festival is wednsday.
i think im exicted
its at woodlawn
i wonder which schools are coming?

ughhh

i have mass tomorrow

but i cant sleep

fudge sticks. nerd.

then i fly

away like a mocking bird
into the sky
singing my lungs out
i actually cry
waiting for someone to
put my heart together
i rise high
higher into the sky
i fly
into an unknown future
still i fly

and then

Yellow decides to txt me....
golly gee gosh nerd!!!!!!

My keys

'88 keys-nice guys finish last

i like nice guys
with a sick swagg.
----

The biggest of the daddies

i love how some of the retro kidz are in one of the scenes


BiG uPs BrOOklyN

kick back

Skipped 6 and chilled out with
adaku, johnny, and frazier
"you can have it,
its not like i got aids!"
-johnny to adaku

i remember back in the gap when me and
johnny would chill out at car pool...
he is still one dope kid

Congrats

Its 3:00 and i finally finished my research paper
it took 3 tribe, 2 common, and 1 charles hamilton cd's/mixtape
i even have my clothes laid out for tomorrow
all i gotta do is print...
ill do one copy at home and one at school
but guess wat!
tomorrow i have a:
geometry test
fungi/ protist test in biology
and a test in french on subjunctif!!!!!
Yay for me!


yeah he likes black kids now-->

$820

Bam BOOP BanG

Yup ITS here again...
be scared very scared....
Cause im on
50
post and im not stopping
Unless i get a foot in my face

BANANAS

lol just BUggin
bug ups to deneah who added her foot in
lmao

Massage Situation - Flying Lotus

wait...i think somebody shitted
- tribe

[ok this is kinda odd a bit
whats a good name for
when the toilet water pops you on the behind
when your takeing a shit?]
lol

i love when the rappers i listen too rep the same stuff i do
BIG UPS
Jamaica Queens
A TRIBE CALLED QUEST
ARCHER AVE
& the NEw YorK public Transportation System


SOutHern Belle with NeW YoRk FlarE

1

i have 1.25/5
pages done of my paper...
its 12:15
im goin to have to fax my paper in
cause if i dont finish by 2:30
im skipping tomorrow
---------------

golly gee gosh nerd
this stuff is harder that i thought

what is a people without a president?

you on point tip all the time phife-
you gotta kno who that is.

well just took the time and look at all the post ive put up.
they all pretty much seem like im talking to myself.
i got poetry and random thoughts all put together

golly gee gosh
-------------

i would skip tomorrow but
my paper is due so i cant
fudge brownie nerd.
-------------------
Philling in the spaces of empty memories

walkin back to school
with a new fried from the future
i laugh and joke with in the present
passed by an old friend
looked in his face
waited for him to speak
no words came
silence was filled with laughter of the present
thinkin about the friend
i laughed and joked with in the past
i no longer know you
-------------------

the dance i was gonna go to is cancel
i dont know if anyone is haveing a party
and no one has asked me to the movies but
my dad is supposed to come this weekend &
my brother has a soccer tournament

i think ill go to the soccer game
to relax

the batteries theyre usein are called duracell
TRIBE

All OVER

so instead of staying home and typing my paper
i went to the mall
PAC Sun to be more specific
i love that store.
so i was lookin at these jeans and i was like DAMN! i would look bananas in these
so im going to pay for my stuff
and this dude who had been in there was like
just put this on her tab
i was like i think you should be puttin my stuff on
your tab
and supurisingly he was like ok
and paid for my stuff...i got his number
it was nice of him to do that
but i cant call him... then he would think i liked him
lmao
i give him mad props though cause even though he wasnt that
cute his swag was on point
and i really dig a sick swag

Bel Biv de VO

Well back in the day
i was young
im not a kid anymore
but some days i sit and wish i was a kid
again
---------
Its like butta
its like butta baby
---------
Well im [supposed to be] workin on my researh paper
but i am [not]
auto saved at 7:34
----------
and now im home at
10:20
came back from Roberts Home...
my mother and his mother talk too much
then he said he wast going to enable so
so he didnt help me with my paper
(lame black aSS) but i still lub him
lmao!

Pop up that wont pop up

Duder



I really like this Picture of Q-Tip
i keep him in my medicine cabinet.
lmao!
......
today was an interesting day.
im amazed i didnt sleep in any one's class.
then me and the round ROB had an interesting conversation
about hoes, clothes, and liquior*
he has a track meet friday
the afua isnt sure she can spend the night or even chill with me
Mister says hes gonna be at the meet too.
and my paintball crew is going to texas.
hypothetically im all alone.
...........
started playin this new game on jiggmin©
i kno im such a duder sometimes
but its really fun.
Platform Racer 2
...........





Duder

The first

i doubt many people know about this video....
CuDi didnt like it...
gettin close to 50 entrys!

ok no HOMo

but this is one of my favorite songs by KiD CuDi
but i cant forget Ho is short for honey and whenever*




Turns out CuDi didnt even put out this video.
lol

i love thess white guys

JoAnne Deborah Byron

Ok this Broad was pulled over
(driving while black)
on the new jersey turn pike
then was watched as one of her people was
shot dead then she was shot TWICE in the back
and to top it all off
THEY CHARGED HER WITH 1ST DEGREE MURDER OF A COP
& 7 Other FELONIES!!!!
this was freakin outragous

but since she was a freakin G
after serving SIX YEARS she escaped
and is still in exile in CUBA
now she is a real WOMAN

BIG UPS
Assata Shakur
BPP & BLA

WTF

i thought the chick was bullshitting
when she was a Pastafarian
but they actually have a church of the flying spaghetti monster
i was like WTF are you SERIOUS! the believe in a fuckin
SPAGHETTI MONSTER and talk about shit like WWPD
WHAT WOULD PIRATES DO!!

lol mayne i was rolling on the floor busting my ass laughing!

Voices

This Chick right Here is MADDDDDD DOPEEEEEE!

i think i might do african american studies...
so wats the wats the senerio
woah..random tribe moment..

but yeah im thinkin about that...
and maybe a double major with something
in science too...

SO as of now i got no dude...
i feel odd ya kno...
im used to having someone to be there for me
"in that way" but i dont know....
ahhhhhhhhhhh
i need to bounce back soon

vivacious

dissected maps

DYC was mad fun....
meet a dude who was super whack and laughed in his face
when he asked for my number and he had a ugly fitted
....
Marcus is in town and Elaine
so i get to hang out with my Fam
til they leave
oh yeah HAPPY 22 Marcus!!!
....
since im recuperating from my
exhaustion yesterday im doing a lot better
but the hour difference is still messing me up
....
gotta find a job!

bomboxes blaring
im laying low
wearing purple spandex

PoW

POW
i am
Prisoner of words
not my own
but of my peoples
keeping me tied down
deep in the depths of society
with my only way out
is with words
words known not yet
remain unspoken

hello mr. fung

I sung today
its been a while
it felt so freeing ya know

it was like singing random stuff
off the dome was relaxing
and it felt really good to let it out
......

sitting alone in a room
my fingers on the key pad
i...sit and ponder my thoughts
i reflect on the thoughts of other
that have left me distraught
the things they said bent me
backwards forward and up..side.. down
thinking they were just clowning around
take heed to the play skool phrase
sticks and stones may break my bones
but words will never hurt me...
until you grow up...that is until
you become the person using words
instead of stones to hurt...me
.................................

random and donsent go together well
but Idgaf

that Mc shit was a bluff

just Like Water

I Idolize this woman

revelation

When i was at way if the cross i didn't have a
book to follow along so i was just listening
i realized that the writers of the bible
are the best poets ever.
the metaphors and analogies they use are just
indescribable.
like for instance song of Solomon
is so graphic in the way it talks about sex & relationships
but the words used are so gentil and soft


golly gee gosh i wish i could write
poetry like that

in the darkest depths

a lump of coal resides where my heart once was
blood no longer runs through my veins
instead it is replaced by an irraplaceable fossil fuel
the fossil itself goes under great pressure and stress
made withstand the test of time and remain unbroken
cut flawlessly like a diamond©

spinnin in circles

lallallalalaldgbdafg'aed'fdelhkfs
hjshdjklhs;dfgh;sgdggs;gd

random spazzstatic stuff

You Spin Me Right Round - Dead Or Alive
i ♥ 80's

where id like to be

Queens
Brooklyn
Staten island
Manhattan
the Bronx

5 boroughs make one great city

Golly Gee Gosh i miss that place

LDN

Amy and Lily

funny How they hate each other..
they both got mad crazy music though

i idolize this woman

"Just because you are different does not
mean that you have to be rejected." --Eartha Kitt

boo

where you find a republican indian
with a southern accent-amanda DIVA

referring tooooo- BOBBy JinDALL

lol
sadly he an alumi to my school
whack ass governer

and the cycle continues

Purple
minus
Yellow
minus
Mister
______________
Stress free me!

its funny cause the person i call Purple
i though could change the way i though about
Yellow and Mister. but i realized all im doing
is using all three while there trying to use me too.

so yeah im done with it!

i extremely dislike you

so as of now im done with dudes
im takning a break
i will not get into any thing serious

everytime i think i can try to make somethin work
it just dosent

the sad thing is that i know
something is gonna pull me right back in.....

Amanda Diva

..on the mic and i like to rock...
...rock steady

i downloaded that FREE EP today!!!!
and im lovin IT

and my grades came in today too
2-c's; 3-a's;2-b's

im doin better

Fly huh







Right now times are HaRd





YO JAY!Lmao

Kevin Gates

Kai: gurl you know what gates said?
Me: yeah, lol, i know what he said
Kai & Me: Bright hoes pussy stank!
Kai & me: lol
Germaine: My pussy Dont stank!

the dumb stuff we do at lunch
....
a nigga loved hip hop
but yall done fucked up the game for it
i cant say hip hop
cause yall done fucked up the name for it...
-Pac Div
....
so i found out yeatserday
i am going to St. Louis during spring break
so this means im going to stil be in the south for easter
Yay!
....
DYC this weekend at the catholic life center.
gonna be so much fun
but sleepin at St. Joes isnt gonna be that great so.......
me and some of my friends are gonna goooo outttt
when everyone goes to sleep.
which means well just end up runnin around the school
lmao

end of the night thoughts

............
got into a fight with my brother...
just got myself calm...
Pac Div on the playlist right now...
............
only music can calm my nerves when im buggin or spazzin out
............
gotta get some lortab tomorrow too
I need to get off these damn meds
............
fudge


....FAT boys
....Mickey Factz got a new joint out


southern belle with a new york flare
-MaaMe™
Jamaica Queens

CIvics

no teacher

you would think this is a good thing but...
idk though
...
got my girl scout cookies though and im munchin away!!
so me and my frend zach ( who is beastin in french)parlez en quel qun* ne regarde le film.
...
since the day started so well ill just skip the rest of my classes and head to___
SPI then.....

blessed mother

i have class in the morning so i need to sleep
....
but i cant
....
its a wonder im catholic
....
i need to go to a covenant somewhere in france
and find
my "true self"

every time i see my pa-ran
he has a new insight on life that he shares with me.
today was no different...

Pa-ran told me today that i should keep aiming high. like always, to also stay in
school. then he told me dont get caught up with these lil boys out there cause theyll do nothing but hold me back. temptations will come but you got to learn to walk around them and keep going on the straight and narrow.
....

today i tlked to Mister, i told him i though he was about 25% real.
he says i only think that because all ive been with is lames....
i disagree with him, i dont think i could be with a guy who wasnt about his
business
....

ive finally realized that these last few guys ive been with i didnt really like them per se, i just like the things they did... ive got to do bettter
but then again real relationships are hard

The Grown Up - Wale

Q-tip, Phife dawg, Ali Shaheed Muhammad

Its Abstract