Looking over Yonder

Looking over Yonder

Thursday, May 28, 2009

they gotta a nice kick store on Jamaica AVE



Francis Lewis

Just because

Nikki Blak



"...Do any of these young men think its just a tad bit gay to be humping tha walls, floors, ottoman, and/or air with a trashy slow jam playing in tha background while in tha company of 5 of your best male friends? Is this considered normal behavior amongst heterosexual boys? Or are they confused? I mean...if they're gay, then they just are, and I suppose that's fine. For some reason, though, I feel like if they were called "Gay" or if someone inquired about their sexuality, they would be mad offended and quick to defend their "manhood". So, then, is this how heterosexual young men act? Honestly, I feel like this behavior is symbolic of some repressed sexuality. I could be wrong, but then again, this whole thing is wrong, so...hey....In closing...I would like to recommend rigorous ass whoopins and gut punches for everybody involved in tha making of this video, as I am forever scarred."

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

I still want this

Bad

kickin it yeah, right, you kno, dumb

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Monday, May 25, 2009

[insert positive quote here]

I have
[3] days left
i still havent figured out how to tell
some people...

ugh....
this summer is really gonna suck

This is what i want

BAD

Dandy

I watched my
Godsisters Kids yesterday
the house is a bit quirt without them
but i miss em bad

Let Me get That Juice

this reminds me of the song micha sent in
R.I.P.:
Juice Man
Old School Cars - OJ Da Juiceman

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Pink Dollaz

i need that, i need that
got me spittin proper
like im singin opera

try to bust a nut
all in my make up


different huh?

so when my friend

makes a jerk video
and his moves arent original....

Saturday, May 23, 2009

SoooOOooo

im craving some coldstone
like really bad

Its all i got

i got a fetish for
v- necks

Friday, May 22, 2009

why

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

My bestie is going back to Cali...
UGH...IT so Bittersweet
i dont want him to leave
but hes made up his mind
and he still wont speak to me
i got this info thourgh his mother...
she says shell talk to him
i just dont understand anything

ughdgsugfdusgidbhss

story of my life

so theres this guy
who i havent known for that long
i met him last summer
and he became like a best friend kinda like a mentor
the big brother i never will have
but it seems like he is mad at me
really mad enough that he told me not to come to his
graduation...
and its like wtf did i do i dont even know why this
dude is so pissed at me...
\ushdsidh'sjfdi
i usually dont care how people feel about me
but in this case he and i used to be so close...
i feel like ive lost a fuckin limb
but ugh idk wat im going to do
maybe ill talk to his moms and see whats up
it always seems like once i get a really good
friend they desert me just when i need them the most

fuckin tired of this bull

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at first all i could say was Damn...
then it like charlie fuck up...
but then again she knew the nigga plays games
but yet she wanted to go head to head with him....
i wondering what she was expecting, him to be all nice
and say im sorry bae for fucking over you...
but he really didnt need to put her business like that
but he didnt deserve to get hit...but then....
well hell has no gurry like a woman scorned

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Jean Gray

My name starts with a L

tomorrow
instead of playing at the park
i wanna paintball in central

but thats halfway across the world from me

countdown to my departure offically starts tomorrow:
1 week

then bam ill be over and done just as fast as Mck's graduation...

Giving in to Sleep

I was Literally
a couple of feet from wat ive been
waiting for
but i didnt show....
now there sad and i owe them...


One Day Left

Sunday, May 17, 2009

To Whom it May Concern

Im Sorry
when i put pen
to paper im more blunt
than i would be vocalizing words
in a way the adjectives i spell
out have more effect on you
than the sound of me speaking.
it seems all i have left
to portray how i feel is pictures
which speak a thousand words....

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Random

MaaMe
Southern Belle with a
New York Flare©

Good Times

I wrote another poem today for Theron...
then i started thinking about how him and dereck
are the only juniors that i talk too...

Im gonna miss them.


So i was on H&M website
playing in the dressing room...
i really wish BR would get
a H&M or a Marc Jacobs store...
There should be one in New Orleans
but until they do ill just keep
playing in the dressing room

Brazil Street Art


we need this in BR

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Tattd Up

i now know
what tattoos im gonna get
when i feel like getting a tattoo...

there Dope...
if you see me around,
ill draw them for you

Friday, May 15, 2009

What are you gonna do with that money

Buy Pussy

oooooo...porno

"This Perfect Life" is the first album in mainstream music history to be distributed by a major label...

Online...

For free...

With plans to release a physical copy as well, this year.

-Charles Hamilton Blog

Im exicted
and Hamiltonization Process 09 starts
6/23
so much music
i love it...

i googled Lacey Duvalle cause i didnt really know who she was.
She is...but shes getting her money though.

SMILE

i love how
rob turns everyone of my problems
into something to smile and laugh about

hes the maiin reason im reminded life is too short

Thursday, May 14, 2009

UGHHHHHHH

i feel like a crack head who
hasnt had a fix....

i dont like feeling this way at all

Need an organ donor
bad

help

need to find a way to get my xbox tomorrow...

got to tell some people some things before its too late

loosin my mind

my beastie calls me
Marilyn Monroe

i call her
watermelon

together we make
peas & kookies

racin through the drivethru

so i was
thinking about what elements are involved in jerkin
and i realized
in a way jerkin is like the stuff michael jackson used to do
in his prime...


i wear shorts around the house when i get home
cause its hot...
Random Spazz

Baby momma drama

DD is here.
he and i found somebodys
lost dogs and we returned them.
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anyways
i love how robs swoops in to help out
5 mins too late everytime....
i would ask dd to beat his ass
but last time i asked DD said
it ould most likely be rob beatin his ass

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Black Snake

seems like everytime i do something
Rob gets involved... and then bam
i realize i Fucked up...

now i gotta fix this shit...
or at least find out wats good
so i can stop buggin and figure out
how imma act on this

ugh... rob and his slick comments

Thought to ponder

School is out in
6 days...
Graduation is today...
Bittersweet

Stay Up



"Co-co-Common sense isss not common"


Tuesday, May 12, 2009

AWW

anothr grad
pratice tomorrow at LSU...
im so exicted....

bittersweet
Ipod post.
Grad Pratice

had to do it

Monday, May 11, 2009

Doug

Ring around the rosey

If you dont call me back in 5 mins
you will never smell feel or
taste pussy again

lol
its still not the best

Loser

i lost my glasses a couple of months ago
and i kinda need them for wednesday...
sucks for me...

i need to get off and sleep

Thom Yorke

Us placers sampled from here

Sick ass video

thoughts to ponder

so i heard busta's new song when i was flipping through
the tv today
i was really suprised to see him doin a colabo with Lil wayne...

but then again i still have the view of busta when he was with new school,
to me it seems like he forgot the fundementals on which he started rappin
now he seems to try to sell records

i remember when nas said hip hop is dead
i disagree
hip hop is in a coma and has yet to awaken

opps i did it again

"you cool out to the music cause it makes you feel serene..."

i bet you dont know where that line is from...

listen to the voice mail carefully then when they show it your
gonna laugh ur ass off

TitsTheReal from ItsTheReal from jeff on Vimeo.

Ahh shucks

seems like im gonna be at LSU tomorrow
yay so much fun....

graduations are always bittersweet

they got a grad party on wednsday for my beastie
im going...
im freakin going to miss her

i thought everyone was leavin me but it seems as if
my two best Girl friends are coming back to me and
im the one leavin

sucks butt...

off to write some Poetry

Lsquared


today my friend asked me
"do you really be laughing when you put lol"

Yes i really am

Sunday, May 10, 2009

June 1

if my money is right i will have these

TXT

Cereal and waffles.....
lol

"you be in the hood alot"
me-no
"it seems like you do cause you know more stuff that goes on than me"
-lol

blue dude=token blak friend

happy mothers day

mothers day is ass when you dont really care for you mother
but shes still a mother in her own way....

dip drop drop dip

Alexis and wobz
i like the way they dance
me and my cousin went to one of their workshops....
we sucked ass

Stop Bein a common Bitch

Vagina Power

Saturday, May 9, 2009

a duders internal feelings

tired of niggas bullshittin
i would say fuck all of this i dont need a dude (cause i really dont)
but its like i dont really want a "boyfriend" (i extremely dislike that word)
i just want a dude who i could really chill with and be myself you know.
a dude who i could just talk to about random shit... like
why jerry curls never dry...lmao
but seriously i was listin to [jedi]
yesterday while we were in the dressin room, he was talkin
about the new left™. and i was like this nigga is really serious and deep
about wat he believes in.
i want a nigga like that (not sayin jedi) but just a dude who gives a fuck
about how shit is right now. and puts his heart into wat he believes.
somebody that i could listen to music in the dark with.
or just sit in the park late at night and listen...
i want a dude who loves music just as bad as i do. someone who could actually play music would be nice too, but thats bein too picky.
not sayin that i want all of this now... but if i ever marry someone of
if i get really serious with a dude i want someone like wat ive described.

mayne i might seem desperate but, feels good to just release things....

-a southern belle with a new york state of mind
MaaMe

gone fishing

...
...
...
...
i dont even know wat to type....
but

BIG UPS to my NIG
THERON
shid he won first place yesterday
to tell you the truth i wasnt really
aiming to win i just wanted
to leave my mark before i left...
but yeah

all in all it was a pretty ok show
i wanted to go and get loose but
may night was too far from me and
i was NoT in a good mood.


so now i think im gonna start workin on my video
i need to finish it soon...

Friday, May 8, 2009

pondering thoughts

some artist just shouldnt go main stream
cause you kno right when they get there
people forget the musicality of the artist
and then there like
mayne that beat is sick
wat about the words...

its starting to happen to CuDi

past future

im in love with music
no other man or woman can ever
have a hold on my heart the way he does...

when i die
i want my coffin to be covered in
music

day n' night

blend into one
...
still
awake
and i have a 3 hour test tomorrow
+ a test in 1st hour
and a hectic day tomorrow...
i need sleep...

Thursday, May 7, 2009

got lyrics to go

new 3 weeks gonna be mad crazy

got parties and a shit load of packing to do...
but im ready for all of it.
& to top it off i didnt cry today

fustrated

i am tired
i want to sleep
but i have to go to school...

sucks not to be a senior...

off to eat breakfast
bull
bull
bull
bull

i cant sleep....
& niggas bullshit
damn i gotta piss

let me hit it from the back i wanna catch a hernia
Bust off on your couch, now you got semens furniture

phife Dawg is vulgar

no CuDi



chuch inglish is sexy

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

yup yuper

i cant wait to see
star trek!!!!!!!!

The Varsity

was where Drake was at...
wish i could have been there...
i even missed when Mickey Factz came to N.O. a few weeks ago...
i wish CuDi or Fashawn or Charles Hamilton would come down here
but hopefully i can see Charles when i go to NY...
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need some black sandles...
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thinkin about going to lara's thing saturday
---------------------------------
now there talking about legalizing weed
when it should have been done years ago
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Tuesday, May 5, 2009

NOw aint that some bull

still havent recovered any of my files but...

drake is in town...
now i dont really like him as a rapper that much
but i wanted to go to the show
funny how my moms said yes
then when i called
you must be 18 or older
sucks...
i should have gotten someone to go with me but...
sol

dix

in 10 days
rob & spencers gifts will be here.
now i have 3 left to do. and i feel
compelled to add another on my list.
i think ill just ask that person if they want a gift.

Monday, May 4, 2009

im

a one duder geek squad
im a nerd

blunt

if you want comments you should give me comments.

African thangs

so i was making fufu
and thinking about random people who have
told me they wanted to try it...
i think if i have a bday thingy ill have fufu so
people can taste it. ot maybe this weekend
ill let like 2 people come over and try it
just maybe...


mayne when you google it,, some really nasty looking stuff comes up

your a boozer


ok so frazier was the person to show me this
and i was rotfl!

Bone head

my dad erased ALL
of my music from the desktop...

i cant believe it at all
the computer was fine
but no
he wanted to put some
bullshit
parental controls and now
everything! the whole fuckin harddrive was fuckin erased...
luckly i backed up some of my stuff in flashdrives
but all of my recent cds are gone....
such a douche sometimes

i have a fetish

for guys with sick
kicks
and fresh Tee's

i guess in a way im
a shoe whore

what about christopher robin

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Brothers aint shit

*car wash was yesterday
it was fun
my round PJ came, i miss hanging wiht him on the regular

*i realized i have a lot of guy friends

*i wonder how im gonna go to our talent show and may night
ill gifure something out. most likely ill ride over with someone
and leave with V...
* i need money for a new fit, so im gonna hustle for it

*fair is today stop buy if you wanna
Hooper & mickens