Today is a New Day

11. Senses
I image the sweet melodies your tongue forms,
as they pass through your luscious lips.
I feel the temptation in your vibrations as
you whisper sweet nothings in my right ear.
I taste, the love on your skin as my mouth
brushes against your bare skin.
I hear the notes on your breath
as your heart pumps out rhythm to your words
I am immobilized by your poetic nature.
The music you make brings me to an ultimate high
I, am in ecstasy, as your words deafen me.
The climatic altitude i have reached by your very essence
leaves a mark on my young blossom.
I ripen at the thought of your presence,
while your very existence is the cause of my demise
I yearn for your thoughts

this one is bad

9. crap ton
I feel Alive
I feel Alive when
I feel Alive when No
I feel Alive when No one is Watching
Me,
I dance, when no one s watching me
I feel, i cry, i sleep
when no one is watching me I feel
alone
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she went to a track meet...

If I may

It is now 12:02
and a certain someone still isnt back.
And my father has just decided to start looking
...

double treatment

So why is that my sister left to go with some people
to a whole different city since this morning,
meaning she didnt go to school
but my people didnt know and all they said was
"Oh ok, when you coming back?"
but when I went to chuckie cheese,
and tell them who im with and the place is like 15 mins away
all "hell" break loose

C'MON SON!

jódame

Today I went to BRMHS for a quick whle and heard the orchestra practice,
I wanted so bad to pick up a violin and play with them
instead im going to create choreography to the piece they were playing
because love classics

jódame

Today I went to BRMHS for a quick whle and heard the orchestra practice,
I wanted so bad to pick up a violin and play with them
instead im going to create choreography to the piece they were playing
because love classics

Blah Blah blah

These past few days have been crazy. I feel bas about some things
but even through all the mess something really good came through.

To top it off, Ive been taking advice from a 14yr old. and I have realized
the entire Ill-A-Dare family has helped me and taken care of me for so long
and Im so glad to have them.

I know im an inpatient person, and i hate waiting. And i always want to have
the upper-hand but right now I got threes against a full house.

Besides that I got two offers for summer research/internship and i know i have
both of them in the bag. All I gotta do is send my application to one school
then wait for a call thats coming at 6 from the other.

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Its stll national POETRy month

8. Joda sole
soy demasiado hermoso
para permitirle tomar ventaja
de mi persona libre de convencionalismos
Yo siempre mantendré
la cabeza tuvo alto
Hago

poetry month

I wanted to do a poem a day but I forgot so Im making it up:

1. Ask Me
If you ask me how I feel, I'll lie about it. I can give you advice, but I'm a hypocrite because I fail to follow my own. I have good intentions, but they always turn out bad. I can be there for a friend, but don't leave me when I need one in return. I don't anyone, but I believe in the goodness of others. Don't compare me with my past self, Im always changing. When I can set aside my pride to apologize, I sincerely mean it If you don't believe me well thats you.I can say a whole lot of thing on how I wish i was, or If only, but it doesnt change what has already happened. all i do do is learn and look ahead cause I can already see more road blocks ahead.

2. Love poem
They say a women's life is love. Au contaire.
the idea of it is completely mind boggling.

how does love feel,
pour moi, it feels painful
how does love taste,
pour moi, it tastes of bitterness
how does love act,
pout moi, it act as an oppressor
how does love smell,
pour moi, it smells of decay
how to love look,
pour moi, it looks of death

I dont believe in love.
Not even the idea of it.

3.-Words
Ask me about my childhood.
It wasnt as lovely as some, but yet better than others.
The sticks and stones that
could break my bones
didnt
It was the words that hurt me more.
They held more power over me than
anyone ever could.
like little specks of dirt on the ground
they were always there.
and once they had been said you cant take them back.
they saw God made dirt and dirt dont hurt
but
If i die God knows why

4. Black-Heart-Hole
I lead you towards your demise.
Without thought
I speak of your taste.
without thought
I show a glimpse of my soul.
without thought
I suck you into my black hole.
Without thought.
I watch you escape, while remain behind.
Without thought.
I am engulfed my my mind.

5. A tribe on quest
Classics
I listen to classic
Because they are
clean and pure
and unadulterated
they are not polluted
unlike or current society
they have an aura of mystery
in their lyric
and temptation in their beat
its all left unsaid
but the mind
my mind admires
listens to the classic
classics

6.
To my unborn daughter

you have no father but a sperm donor
but you my unborn daughter
you are more than a fertilized egg
you are life

To my unborn daughter

you have no name
but you have a destiny to be fulfilled
by giving you a name i would be
determining it for you
i choose not to
you determine you own destiny
you find your own name

To my unborn daughter

stand proud, stand tall
when words remain unspoken
you remain a prisoner
to your own thoughts

To my unborn daughter

do not believe anything you hear
and half of what you see
the world was built upon lies
and deceit find the truth for yourself

To my unborn daughter

7. Fante
Je suis Maame.
i call myself
araba maame.
lady mother