so......now....

so i was talking to this gu last night/early this day
and i really didnt feel like talking to him

he wanted to talk about whats going on between he and i
and since i dont wanna be straight out mean unless im in front of your face
i let him talk

sadly i have no feeling for him what so ever
nada zip nothing

then he tries to make me feel him
talkin about how
when he tells people hes feelin me they respond by
sayin dont tlk to her shes ugly

sadly i dont give a flying fuck about him or his friends
this is one of the main reasons i didnt go to MCK
no him per se but the fact that most of the people there
would just keep me stuck in the old me
and not allow me to move forward and become a better me

ugh im gonna have to be real with this guy soon
i dont wanna lead him on when i have no feeling for him

decisions decisions