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i wish i could take back everything i eve said to you cause
now i realize that those words i gave to you mean absolutely nothing
but then it would be hypocritical to regurgitate them to the other
and by doing that i would be systematically destroying a friendship
that was established long before i came, but thats just what i think
in my brain. but to relie on you or him would be my self destruction
i dont trust it seems i just lust being honest about it is what im doing
sexually my body wants you physically my mind dosent need the stress that
comes with the sex mentally i dont seem to care gosh im such a mess
i clearly know what i want and what i need sadly i put wants at the top
of my to do list. seems like ive managed to pencil you in but i think instead
ill go take a swim....
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